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Um, so graduation is right around the corner! ...well a little farther...it's actually prom which is right around the corner. The dress I ordered online hasn't come in yet, who knows if it'll come in by the time prom is here. Whatever. I have a backup dress....but it's green and black, ew. Whatever.

I was supposed to go watch movies with Rusty today, until my mom found out about my F in trig. I decided to stay home.


BLAH! I won't be using this for awhile...obviously.



Oh yea, Tuesday was mine and Rusty's One Year. April 21, 2009. Woop dee doo.

Track Meet

I watched Rusty's track meet today. Before today I had never watched one and I was excited...especially to see my baybehh (and it was the first time in 4 years that there was a track meet at Jeff, on the new field too!)! All his races consisted of the hurdles. I stood in the sun cheering him on =) Good job today babe. Jeff hella squashed Mission HS! I swear, I had never ever seen people run so fast in my life! I felt sooo bad for the other team. Hella kawawa =(....I know how they feel tho...haha in swimming, I eat their fucking bubbles!

Speaking of swimming, there's a swim meet tmrw. I think I'm timing...or score if they need me too.

Anyways, after the meet Rusty and I ate at L & L. Still, no rice for me...just a side of macaroni salad and some of his chicken. Then we waited for his mom to pick him up and so we waited in the car and made funny faces.

All the while I'm at school/out, my mom calls and tells me she's at Gilroy with my cousin and the babies. AHHHHHHHH!!! I wanna go shopping soooo bad! EH. Well, at least she's getting me something. =/

Beautiful Surprise by India Arie

It's like yesterday
I didn't even know your name
Now today
You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I feel this way
You're beautiful surprise
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn't even have a choice
You are a beautiful surprise

Whatever it is you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we're written in the stars
I don't know the future hopes
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You are a beautiful surprise
You're the inspiration to my life
You're the reason why I smile
You are a beautiful surprise

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One of the only things that's been good to me lately. Year one, April 21, 2009.

ahh, now a REAL blog

So once we get back to school on Friday from the fieldtrip...I don't plan on going to 7th period...wtfuck? who would? So I just go to my car and try calling up Tracy to meet up and chill or something...'cause I'm gna be by my fucking self on a mothafucking Friday 'cause Rusty has practice and... (whatever).

So Rusty leaves for practice..and I'm sitting in my fucking car waiting for Tracy's replies...and it's getting me nowhere. "We're not gna end up hanging out" I'm thinking. So I text her saying "Fuck it. Nvm, I'm just gna go home"...I decide maybe to wait for Rusty to get out of practice...so I sit....in my car...ALONE...waiting, for what seems to feel like HOURS. But I' m pretty sure, I was in that bitch for at least an hour waiting for a GAHDAMN miracle to happen. But it didn't. I remember eating my fucking feelings out with chocolate cake knowing that other people are "having the time of their life" right now, with no worries and not a care in the world about anything or anyone but themselves and the people they are with. Then my mouth gets all cakey and I'm thirsty. So I finally drive down to Westlake and grab myself some Jamba Juice. I check Miki's out for some sunglasses and I guess the ones I tried on last time weren't there anymore...or they just didn't look as good on me as they did last time. Then I go over to DSW hoping to find a good deal on shoes since I didn't get shit at Berkeley. I saw a couple cute things...but nothing special called out to me. After, I get some cheese fries at Slider's and eat them in the car ('cause I haven't had enough car time already...right). Later on, Rusty calls and says he's out of practice. I pick him up and head over to his place.

Yea....what a disappointment, right? Now that I think of it, I should've hanged out with Augie and fucking burned or something so I can forget what a crappy ass day I had, and a crappy ass day I had made of it. But then again...I think I need to be by myself more often...I know they say that "you can't do it alone"...well I've done it "not alone" for awhile now and it's about time, I learn.

I need to fucking graduate and LEAVE already.

On a happier note, my nieces and nephew are coming next week.

This week went by fast

Wednesday was interesting. After 3rd period (hoe!!) Geazul, Dez, Bongie and I leave during lunch. We go to Fremont, Ohlone College to drop off the competition papers. (Zaaan, I'm on a role. Senior year is the first time I'm cutting school...and I've been cutting a lot lately) Geazul walked around the campus looking where to drop off the papers while the other two stayed in the car. We're walking around and we see some guy who looked like he was turfing...I'm like wtfuck? They still do that shit in college? Egh. Found the place, gave the bitch the papers....and we're like uhhhh? No receipt whatsoever? Whateva.

Wal-mart! We're at the make up section for hella long. I look for mascara and I'm overwhelmed with which one to get. "I want volume, not length!" ...I was gna get the Colossal mascara...but then Geazul found this cooler one so I ended getting that hoping it would make my eyelashes extra thicker since they're already hella long.

I'm not very descriptive compared to Geazul's blogs...but it was fun.

Um, today? The usual. Afterschool went to Rusty's then had to go back to school 'cause he had practice. On the way we grabbed some popcorn chicken from Arby's. It was bomb. Better than KFC's.

Get to school and work out with the usual people, plus a new addition...Bongie!

Yvan wanted to go to Target to get food for tomorrow's field trip (hollerrr!). On the way there, my mom calls and tells me that Dominican is giving me scholarship money. So Target had its moments...like when fucking Stefano shoves some Transformer toy in my face!! Lmao...that shit was hella funny, even though it happened to me. He's like "Look Glecie, MEGATRON!" At first i thought he was just gna put it hella close to my face...but then he keeps going and hits my face, and my head hella goes back. Ahahaha. Good shit, good shit.

I'm exhausted as hell. I drop off Bongie and Stefano. Then Yvan wants to get a burrito for his mom...so I'm driving off Hillside onto San Jose/Mission....then I fucking drive over a pothole of some shit?! Or a drainage that didn't have a cap over it. Seeing it didn't look bad...until I drove over it, it fucking made a loud ass sound and the car sorta tipped. I thought it scratched the car...nah. Thank Goodness! Shit.

Get home, eat. I check out the letter Dominican sent. $17,900. That's a lot of money, and I'm thankful for it....but that doesn't even cover half of the total expenses. ZAAAAAN!

Anyways, goodnight. Berkeley tmrw, hollerrr! Shoppinggg, hollerrr!

So, today was interesting.

I picked up Geazul up in the morning. When we were near school I ended up having to park in the residential area instead of on Mission. We get out of the car and Geazul's all pissed that her pants got wet somehow and how it looked like she pissed herself. It wasn't even near her crotch! It wasn't bad at all. Anyways, I thought it got wet because maybe she brushed her leg against my car and it had rained the night before so yea. We walk towards the school and I see something dripping from her bag....yea, a drink spilled.

Econ wasn't that bad today. I actually wasn't as annoyed with her as I usually am, and I participated and answered questions. Time passed by pretty quick for a block period.

Tutorial: I couldn't help but laugh at Geazul when I saw her carry all her stuff in a SMALL ass Sephora bag with some of her stuff in it. I feel so bad, but Geazul!....you know, that IS pretty funny. What else happened in tutorial? Eh nothing too special.

English: OMG!! this class went by HELLAAA slow. We worked on grammar correction wkshts and punctuation wkshts. The part that killed me was corecting them. By the time we started correcting the second paper, I just wanted to sleep so bad! I just wanted to drop! That class is hella muhfckin BORING! All the while I was tired, Geazul and I couldn't help but laugh at 360. I'm SORRY! but, omgahd ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Then we watched a bit of Othello

Lunch I had a veggie burger, and Geazul was pissed at ASB.

Dance We had a guest dancer today, but she didn't do shit but sit on her ass...... it's Geazul. Surprise surprise. So the 5-6's go into the office and, it's Dez, Geazul and I, and we're just laughing our asses off about 360.

7th period WE DIDN'T GO! Lol so I was supposed to go to spanish...but we were gna have a sub and I knew no one was gna go so Geazul told me to just Physio with her 'cause they have a sub too. I'm waiting for her and Lizzie, but they're taking hella long to come out of the dance room. And I come up with this brilliant idea....why the hell am I gna go to THEIR 7th period when they have a sub too. So they finally come out and we decide to just leave.

Once we're out of the school gates we head to the car and sit thinking of where we're gna go. Then finally, Novio ('cause I'm tired of having to type "Geazul" all the time...and she's been mentioned all over this blog!) says "Costco!" SAMPLES DUHH!... We went and it was fun! We got a cart so we didn't look hella stupid, but of course, you gotta put something in the cart too. So we're walking and we come across plants and I'm thinking "Hmmm" in my head. Then I say it outloud...Lizzie's thinking the same thing. We grab the plant and put it in the cart. Ahahaha so here we are at Costco...I know we don't look old enough to be on our own...and we're walking around with a big plant in our cart. What the eff. We get samples and I can't help but laugh at the accent (sorrehhh). Oh and freakin Rusty was being a party pooper and didn't wna stick around with us. He wanted to be on his own, walking around costco. Loser! Jaykay baybeh. I luhhhh you. Before we leave, we head to the food court. Leave with churros, and a berry smoothie for meh and Rusty. Swirl Sundae for the two ladies.

We're back at school to drop off the two athletes. Rusty with track and Lizzie with swimming (sorry girleh it must really suck to be the only girl). THENNNN, Yvan, Novio and I decide to work out! Club Jeff. We're on treadmills, and bike thingys. It felt good!

Mother calls and I have to go home. We go to serramonte once I get home. Got a new pair of boots...heyyy. We bonded. We got yogurt after.

Home and mommeh makes tomorrow's baon. =)

Gooooonight!

Look who finally got a blogspot

Yea, I think I'm retiring my xanga. I've had that baybeh for three years or more, probably. Maybe I'll go back to it once inna while.

Anyways, I wish my internet worked yesterday because I needed it more than ever yesterday than I do right now. I needed to blog.

Jeez, last night was horrible. I cried so much that when my tears went down my face, my face burned! Or maybe it was from wiping my face with my sweater. Sigh. I can't really talk about it now that it's over. Whatever. I'm still overwhelmed and frustrated and tired.

I have 3 more months, 3 more months til graduation! College here I come!...great.

I'm going to Dominican and I'm dorming =/ ...before I knew I was going to Dominican, I wanted to go there and stay there, just to get away from my parents, but now that I'm pretty much know I'm going there, I'm hesitant. I'm really going to miss everyone, terribly. Oh jeez, and not seeing Geazul or Rusty days and days at a time makes me want to cry!! Girrrrl, what am I going to do without you?!?! =( (omg, I think I'm really going to cry) I don't want to live with strangers and share bathrooms!!! Who else is gna speak spanglish with me? Who else is going to be Tubby's friend? Who's gna be a GROWN GIRL with me? (I'm not gna ask who else is going to be my novio, because you're irreplaceble!) Like seriously novio =( ...when my parents come pick me up at the end of the week, you have to come with them!

Sigh.